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I Will Be A Mommy!
Feb 18th, 2012 by niceyfemme

I’ve always wanted to become pregnant and be a mommy. Since I know that I need to do these kinds of things in the perfect time and with the right person, I put a full stop on this dream for years. Fortunately, I reached a point in my life where I am in that place and everything is right for that dream to happen already. I am now married to a wonderful and funny man, and I felt ready for motherhood since last year even before we got married. I am one who do things when it feels right. He asked me to marry him year 2008 but I did not feel like I am ready for marriage then more so having a baby.

After getting married baby is next on our plan but it seemed to be more difficultย challenging for me, that’s what my Reproductive Endocrinologist told me. Still it is possible, we just need some help. So I took medications for a year. Wow, it was not easy on me. Those medications made me feel down and low and even caused me to gain a lot of weight. There are times when I was so down I always cried. It was so stressful and the fear of ย not knowing if it will ever happen or if it is even possible was just haunting me. Add to that other different stresses life brings and I was a mess on the inside. I was always mad at the smallest things. Thank God I have my family who understands.

Then by December of last year, a really big stress in my life is finally gone. I guess I was stress free that month and happy. I also reached that point when I just prayed to Him leaving everything up to Him since having a baby is beyond my control. I said to my husband, we will do our part then just pray. If it happens then great I’ll be very happy if not then we just have to try again. Trying again is much trickier since distance is going to be a challenge. But I have my faith. Knowing the odds, I didn’t keep my hopes too high.

Then I got the biggest surprise of my life. It was positive! That was after feeling sick and feverish for about a week .I was actually really scared to test because seeing that single line really broke my heart many times before. I really waited for cycle day 35 before I used a home pregnancy kit. I really couldn’t believe my eyes. TWO LINES!!!! I immediately went to Asian Hospital for the first pre-natal check up. Talking about being excited. I was only 4 weeks and 4 days along then.

Still can’t believe I am now pregnant. My husband is happy same with my Mommy and my Dad is so cute and being extra caring with me. Haha he is really excited which is something I somehow knew would happen. Why? He is the one who keeps on asking me when I’ll give him a grandchild. Haha I told him, “Daddy, you know it’s not easy! It’s not like I could just go to the mall and pick the one with the most dots!”

Now I am at 8 weeks and boy it’s not been a walk in the park! I have trouble eating as it makes me feel like vomiting so I can’t eat much but also, I am always hungry! I’ve never felt this hungry before! This kind is different, the type that worries me. The first week I lost 2 lbs now I guess I lost even more. I really lost a lot of weight. I even wake up in the middle of the night because of severe hunger.

I stopped using lotions. I am extra careful now. I want to use comodynes but I guess that will have to wait until after this whole pregnancy.

All of these inconveniences are worth it because after a few months I will have a baby! I so wanted to have a baby that I tried to adopt many times before and even went to an orphanage just to cuddle a baby. Now I will have my own. Thank You Lord. I am so happy.

 

It’s too late James Yap
Aug 3rd, 2010 by niceyfemme

Hmmn… Ok I am writing this because I am so annoyed with James Yap and the likes of him. REALLY.

My point of view is from everything I read, like everyone else. But then Kris has always been honest, sometimes too honest it’s bad for her but she still acknowledges the truth. So I take it as the truth.

Photo: newshopper.sulekha.com

James, you and Kris Aquino knew that your relationship was heading to this. You were working on it correct? YOU HAD MONTHS AND MONTHS TO WORK ON YOUR MARRIAGE when it was only between you and your wife. Now when the public knows about your troubles, you’re trying to get the public’s sympathy by saying you will do your best to save your marriage because you promised your late mother in law that you’ll take care f your family. Hello?!? You only want to do that now? You only realized that now? And let’s not forget YOU CHEATED. Hello Hope Centeno, Mayen Austria. Freaking cheaters should rot in hell! And now you’re trying to appear as the quite and good guy who is not able to harm and hurt his wife? You are obviously ACTING here.

You had your chances, many of it when it was still in private. Now it’s too late, so stop hurting Kris and your son with all your drama and dialogs. Stop dragging her late mother’s name to get sympathy. Let her have her peace.

And yes you are much smarter than you look (well you do look NICE/KIND and stupid) by refusing to sign a prenup. Really smart. And saying something hurtful to your own son in front of his mother? Wow.

You knew this is coming so accept it and move on. It’s not too late to be man enough to take things as it is. There are some things that once broken, can’t be fixed anymore no matter how you try to glue them back together. And this is one of those things. I totally get Kris. While you’re still in it (marriage), do everything you can, give all you got to still fix it. If it’s too broken that it can’t be fixed and you realize you have nothing left to give in the relationship, it’s better to give up than continue getting hurt. You won’t have any bitterness and regret in your heart because you gave it your all.

You had your faults and she had hers like in any other relationships, celebrity or not we are all still human. It’s just unfortunate that you two weren’t able to overcome them. You will meet someone who’s a better fit for you. Sometimes, we think that because you are right, the other person is automatically wrong. It’s not always the case. You just might not be the one made for her.

Kuya Reichen
May 27th, 2010 by niceyfemme

See I’m a firm believer in the power of honesty and I tried and try to continue being real and honest until now even when it has screwed me countless times. I can say I’m still real and honest but now somehow I have finally learned WHEN to keep my mouth shut, when it’s better to just keep my thoughts and views to myself. It depends on who you’re talking to anyway. You’ll know if they’re mature enough or open enough to handle it.

I have found new friends in Singapore. Haha. Tito Mel, the cutie Reichen who’s a smart boy too, Greta, Tito Allan, Jane, Esther and all. Oh and Jeliel? (Hope I got the spelling correct.) It was fun when the two boys we’re there and we were all playing Plants Vs. Zombies. I had two coaches, enthusiastic coaches! Miss those boys.

Oh and Tito Mel I miss all the kwentuhan with Tito Allan! So many topics we talked about even the best diet pills for women but I was and still am hesitant to try that heheh…. We have the same wavelength which is kinda cool because I don’t always meet friends with the same thinking as ours. You dancing like Bitoy made my day! I still can’t believe you went through all those trouble to cook sisig! You guys were frying, chopping almost the whole day! Bilib ako sayo idol! I know when you guys meet my Bee too, you guys will get along as well. I hope we could continue to be friends for a long time.

I truly miss Kuya Reichen too! I miss his cuteness! Cutie smiles with his “last remaining brown tooth”, cutie voice, the adorable tummy I so like to rub! I always thought having a boy for a kid will be hard but if my future son will be like Kuya Reichen then I will be ok with it. Haha he always have to have his fix of Honeydew Milk Tea from SweetTalk in MRT while I have to have my fix of Soy Ice Cream of Mr.Bean haha… Fun times!

I don’t know why i forgot to take all our photos. Hayyy… Tito Mel if you’re reading this, can you send me photos of you guys so I could put it in here? Take care and kita kits! ๐Ÿ™‚ Photobucket ๐Ÿ™‚ Photobucket ๐Ÿ™‚ Photobucket ๐Ÿ™‚ Photobucket

Happy Mother’s Day to my First Lady
May 9th, 2010 by niceyfemme

Hhehehe of course, she’s my mother. It sucks that I’m miles and miles away on occasions like this when I want to do something special for her like bake a cake. When I want to hug her tightly. Or just lay in the same bed with her, like when I was young we used to sleep that way.

Mommy and I with my cousins

During the time I was growing up, especially during the puberty stage, we had a lot of arguments, even now as we are two different persons. Sorry for the way I acted before but please know I tried my best to control my surging hormones. I hope you know that I just care for you so much I am willing to argue with you, for the sake of your health (applicable to Daddy too). You always kept your cool with me. Well you are always cool. You let me do things my way even now. I guess you know I can do it. Bilib nga ako sayo eh, you really have faith in me to let me do things my way. I guess you are a way cooler mother than I will ever be. Paranoid kasi ako… And I guess you know that the moment you get mad, I’m scared na heheh… Kasi nga minsan ka lang talaga magalit…

Mommy I want to give you all the bests in the world and I hope you know I’m working on it. Medyo nade-delay lang, hintay hintay lang ng konti…. Basta it will happen….

I love you very much Mommy. I think of you and Daddy ALL THE TIME. You two are the most important persons in my life without a doubt. I can’t imagine not having you in my life.

I am so grateful to God that you are my mother. I am so lucky I am your daughter. I want nobody, nobody but you. Haha. But this is true.

O Mommy let’s not discuss about this post, mahihiya ako sayo hehehe… Basta I mean everything I wrote in here. And kahit na wala itong post na to, basta I love you so soooo much.

Please always take care of yourself and my sister Bambi…. ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

I will always be here for you. You and me. I love you Mommy. Mwaahhh!

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