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Strong rains again
Jul 22nd, 2012 by niceyfemme

I find myself getting nervous every time it rains hard. It hasn’t always been like this as I used to love rain, I felt happy whenever it rains back then before the year 2006. Let’s just say I got traumatized my many really strong typhoons now that I am older. First was Milenyo in year 2006 and another was Ondoy. And now strong rains make my heart beat so fast I wanna run fast to my Mommy. I still hate my first job, they didn’t care much for their employees.. Their all for their guests. Good for their business so they should have insurance for management but not so much for the employees that why most has left already…

Or maybe I feel this way because these rains and typhoons bring back those bad memories back when I was still with them…

Bambi is sick :(
Jul 9th, 2010 by niceyfemme

And weak. Bambi started showing signs of weakness three days ago. We thought it’s nothing serious since she’s getting old so it could be the reason of her getting less hyper. But then yesterday we started to get more worried because she doesn’t eat anymore and she doesn’t respond as usual so I asked the vet to check on her at home.

Then the vet upon seeing her blurted out, “Mahina na pala!” meaning “She’s weak already!” Like there’s nothing he can do anymore. Without touching Bambi or looking at her closely, the doctor or so he call himself wrote prescriptions then gave me some capsules and tablets. So I thought I still need to buy those prescriptions. Turned out the medicines he left are THE prescriptions and he already charged me for it. And he charged way too much just for looking at her and falsely diagnosing her. He said that we have to force feed Bambi with Cerelac with the contents of the capsules even when I have told him it’s not possible since she’s vomiting already.He didn’t listen.

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Please help me pray?
Feb 24th, 2010 by niceyfemme

Hmmnnn…. See I’ve been wanting and needing something, for a long time now, and it still continues to elude me. It’s not like I didn’t try my best before. As a matter of fact, I did, MANY painful times already. It did bring me down but I’m still willing to try again. Like how I knew it before just after it has slipped from my hands, I just need time to heal and I will run after it again.

I admit, I personally want it. So much that I have invested too much. It will bring me so much joy and pride. But it’s not just for me. It’s not just for my happiness but my parents’ too…. especially my Mom’s. I know she will be so proud if ever I get this.

I’m sorry if I’m not going to mention what this is about, for now. I do hope in time when I finally succeeded then I will proudly share with everyone this hopefully another accomplishment in my life.

This has caught me off guard as I wasn’t even aware it is coming, on Saturday. But I’m doing what I can to prepare now.

So please help me? Pray for me? That I finally get it this time around?

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Limbo rock…..
Nov 13th, 2009 by niceyfemme

Yeah it’s the situation now….

Most of the time it’s close to perfection when no other factors are concerned but that’s not how the world goes…

So this time it’s not doing fine.

It’s a lose-lose situation.

Compromise? Not sure it’s possible for someone with a close mind.

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Better not to think about it.

Just go on, a day at a time.

“Being brokenhearted is like having a broken pair of ribs: on the outside it looks like there’s nothing wrong. But what no one knows is that every single breath hurts.”

Like anything else, this too shall pass.

Super Typhoon Experiences
Nov 6th, 2009 by niceyfemme

Rosing, Milenyo, Santi ( All Supertyphoons…..)

I had a number of Super typhoon experiences.

First one, Rosing, was 15 years ago, I was 10 years old then, and I vividly remember how I saw some roofs flying and the sound of the winds so strong…. I was really scared. So scared I remember the date until now. November 1994. (1995?)

Second was just a few years ago and I know most Filipinos won’t forget Milenyo anytime soon. This typhoon was soo strong, probably the strongest I experienced. Strongest and I was unfortunate enough to be caught in the middle of it in the streets. No car, no roof, no nothing over my head.

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Spanish Prime Minister’s Goth Daughters
Sep 29th, 2009 by niceyfemme

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Here’s the 16 year old Laura and 13 year old Alba daughters of Spanish Prime Minister Jose Luis Rodriguez Zapatero..

It’s not like there’s anything wrong with being goth….

It just happened they’re the first daughters of Spain…. and it’s not expected of them…

What’s expected of them to be like? Or Looking like?

Old-fashioned haircut/hairstyle. Barely there fresh make-up. Conservative Maryjanes. With stockings if possible heheh… BE princess like.

Teenagers go through different phases… They just fell in the goth category…

I fell into the chubby-lita(chubby) category heheheh….

Another issue here is that NOBODY IN SPAIN HAS SEEN THEM BEFORE. NO PHOTOS OF THEM HAS BEEN PUBLISHED.

There’s a law that prohibits the press to release their photos in public to protect their privacy.

Unfortunately when their father brought them along to a reception in New York’s MET hosted by President Barack Obama with his wife, they took a photo, all of them there. Then it was posted in the State Department’s Flickr page. They took it out after the Spanish government requested so.

Oh girls we feel you.

Why are you single?
Sep 16th, 2009 by niceyfemme

I can totally relate to this….

Which number are you?

11. Destiny Adik
Eto yung mga naghihintay kay “Destiny” na gumawa ng paraan para pagtagpuin sila ng kanilang mga “partner in life”.. ayannn… kakapanood nyo ng “Serendipity” eh feeling nyo ang nangyari sa movie eh mangyayari rin sa inyo… such a cliche.. hindi ba nyo alam na kung walang effort destiny is useless.

10. Perfectionist/ Mapili
Yes, isang taong perpeksiyonista. Yung tipong “dapat ganito ang magiging kapartner ko”. Pag may nakilala, nakita lang na pangit ang kuko o may dumi lang, turn-off na agad. O kaya ang daming ayaw. Ayaw sa mabait, boring daw, gusto bad boy/ pilya pero kapag pinaiyak ka tatanungin ka “bakit ang sama mo”, “bakit mo nagawa yun!”… Adik ka ba?!… Ayaw sa cute, ayaw din naman sa panget. Meron dyan gusto ka ayaw mo naman.. yung gusto mo halos magtambling ka pero deadma pa rin yang stunts mo sa kanya! Pasaway ka rin e! Ano ba talaga kuya?

9. Busy Busyhan
Opo, eto yung ang mundo e gumagalaw lang sa libro at ballpen kung estudyante ka o kaya naman sa computer at files kung office staff ka. Yung tipong aalis ng bahay ng alas 6 o alas 7 ng umaga at uuwi ng bahay ng 6 hanggang alas 8 ng gabi [baligtad naman para sa mga nag tratrabaho sa call center]. Sabay tulog na. Kapag sabado masaya na sila sa tv, sa pagkain na niluluto ni mama at sa linggo naman sisimba at maghahanda na ng kelangan para sa lunes hanggang byernes. Pssssst.. pause for a while naman!

8. Friendship Theory
Ano naman ito?… Eto yung ang buhay ay kay bestfriend o kaya kay special friend, na hindi masabi-sabi sa friendship nya sa loob ng kanilang mahabang panahon na pagsasama, dahil baka daw maapektuhan ang pakikipagkaibigan at iwasan sya. Yung tipong pag may kasama si friendship na iba, nagseselos na wala naman sa lugar, pero syempre wag pahalata, kunyari happy sya for friendship. ABA! Oi! Lakasan mo ang loob mo at baka mamaya forever mong pagsisihan yan, kaw rin!… Minsan pa naman pareho pala kayong naghihintayan. . hmmp!

7. Born-to-be-one (Autistic)
Eto yung nasa palad na ang pagiging single daw. Walang reasons. Basta lang nabuhay sya sa mundo na mag-isa at feeling nya mamamatay sya sa mundong mag-isa. Kesyo magmamadre o magpapari na lang… Asa kang tatanggapin ka pa noh!

6. Happy-go-lucky
Eto yung taong walang alam kundi kasiyahan at trippings. Kahit sino na lang basta no string attached. For fun lang daw… Walang halong seryosohan. ABA hoy! Yang init ng katawan mo e ikiskis mo na lang sa pader. Makakahanap ka rin ng katapat mo!!!

5. Wrong Place
May nakaranas na ba nito? Yung pakiramdam mo nasa ibang mundo ka. Yung ang nakakaharap mo e yung mga hindi mo gusto, yung mga hindi mo hinahanap. Alam mo yun? Halimbawa nasa ibang bansa ka, pero ang hinahanap mo e yung amoy ng nasa sariling bayan mo. O kaya naman e nasa sarili mong bayan ka, nasa normal na lipunan, pero ikaw ang abnormal at hindi mo kayang sabihin na abnormal din ang hanap mo kung ayaw mong ibitin ka nila ng patiwarik.

4. Wrong Time
Eto yung mga tao na sinasabi na “hindi pa ako ready e, bata pa kasi ako” o kaya naman “hindi pa ako handa sa panahong ito”, “wala pa ako kayang ipagmalaki”. Yes meron pong ganyan. Yung feeling nila may tamang panahon para sa love. Awwwwwww!… Aba kelan yun?!… Pag uugod-ugod ka na at yung time mo e bitin na? O baka naman pag pang-out of time ka na? Oist, sugod lang ng sugod!

3. Si Parents kasi…
Yes, factor din ang komyunidad na ginagalawan mo. Una, ayaw pa ni mader o pader na magkaron ka kahit 22 anyos ka na at kelangan umabot ka muna raw ng 40 bago magkaroon ng gf/bf. O kaya naman ikaw mismo! Takot sa sasabihin ni parents at ni kapitbahay na tsismosa sa magiging kasama mo. Aba ikaw na nga ba ang sabihan na “Alam mo hindi kayo bagay. Langit at lupa kayo.” Awwwww!… Payo ko sayo, “Pakialam nila diba?… Palibhasa inggit!”

2. Traumatic Experience
Eto kalimitan ang reason ng marami. “Ayaw kona!!! Takot na ako mangyari pa ang nangyari dati!”… O diba, ang drama ng layp?… Yes, tama ka. Eto yung dahil sa past relationship mo, e until now aayaw mo nang magkaroon at sinumpa mo na ata ang magmahal. Dahil sa pinagpalit ka sa mas pangit, o kaya naman iniwan ka ng walang word na bye-bye, o dahil binugbog ka!, anopa ba?… Madami yan wag na nating isa- isahin at baka tumulo si tears, heheh… Gayunpaman, eto lang masasabi ko mga hija at hijo… Ibat-iba ang lasa ng pag-ibig. May mapait, may mapakla, may matamis at may maasim. Aba, mapalad ka at natikman mo ang ibat- ibang lasa nito! Kaya ikaw, “Do not be afraid to fall in love again… malay mo, sweetiness na ang malasahan mo next time.! E di panalo ka sa lotto! Yan ang nagpapalakas sayo… Yan ang bumubuhay sayo… ang pag-ibig. Tsk! Drama!

1. EX to the Nth power
Oi, aminin!!! LOVE pa rin si Ex kahit 1 or 2 yrs na ang nakakalipas. May ganito naman. Yung tipong ilang taon na ang nakakalipas, hindi pa rin makalimutan si ex. Yung pinagsamahan, yung tawanan, yung iyakan, at lahat ng nangyari sa inyo nung kayo pa. Malungkot man at sa kung anumang kadahilanan, maganda man o masama ito, kelangan nyo ng magpaalam sa isa’t-isa… YES, after a year sasabihin natin, “I’m over him/her na.”, pero pag-usapan natin ang love at ang nangyari sa ating relastionship from the past, TADANNNNNNNNNNNNN, eto na, sya agad ang naalala mo. At habang nagkukwento ka OUCH! may kirot, o kaya may ngiti at may bumabagabag sa iyong kalooban. Ano kaya yun?!… AMININ mo na kasi, MAHAL mo pa siEX… Isa lang ang masasabi ko, well, mahirap sya kalimutan alam ko yan, pero open your heart and makipagdate ka, lumabas ka, at try to entertain someone. Wag mo ikumpara si ex sa iba. At give urself a KITKAT, take a break.

Accident (little but painful)
Sep 12th, 2009 by niceyfemme

See last week I was trying to experiment to duplicate Chai Tow Kway… So I steamed the shredded radish and rice flour mixture… It was steaming for 30 minutes so I had to check it out. Then the steam that came out burn my fingers.

I had to put my fingers in running water…. Thats the only way to lessen the pain… I was still thinking of the water I was wasting so what I did was get a glass half full.. Put some one-two ice cubes… That did it. Less pain.

For 3-4 hours my fingers were in the glass and theyre starting to look like theyre cooked. So I decided to take it out of water.

Again, the most painful experience ever! I can’t stand it. Longest time they were out of water is 4 seconds.

I was crying. How pathetic. I was thinking of going to the hospital already. That painful. But then  I realized I cannot drive with that pain… I wont be able to see the road because of too much tears in my eyes… I cant stand my fingers not in the ice cold water…

I made myself sleep through the pain… You know how when youre crying you tend to get sleepy? It worked coz when I woke up the pain was bearable.

I researched about first aid, degrees of burn etc…. I learned that what I had was second degree. It means the damage is deeper, it reached way pass the outer layer. I had some damaged nerves.

The day after they are so red and had a blister. and just yesterday…

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and now it cracked. Im able to see just how deep the damage is…

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Lesson here? Be careful…  Sometimes we tend to be taking doing things for granted like driving and cooking because we’re so used to doing them then bam!

Before it’s too late.

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