I haven’t met you but I already love you
Jul 25th, 2012 by niceyfemme

Is what I tell the baby inside my tummy. It’s such an overwhelming feeling in many dimensions if that is the word. Every time she moves, it’s like she’s caressing my heart. I feel closer and closer to her. From the moment I learned that I am pregnant I already felt protective over her and even more now.

My favorite past time is watching my tummy move. Haha I can’t describe how she does it. But my tummy starts round in shape then the moment she moves my tummy becomes misshapen… Sometimes it kind of makes me nervous as well. Well this is the first time that something/ someone is moving inside my body and I have no control over her at all. At the same time it is a feeling of relief as her movements assures me that she’s fine and healthy and she’s happy. My OBG said that it’s actually good when she moves a lot it means she’s happy inside my tummy.

Now I’m a week shy of my 8th month and sleeping has become a struggle. I have to pee way too many times at night. Plus her movements wake me up as well. It’s like she’s massaging my insides haha. I love you baby… We can’t wait to meet you. Your papa, mama, daddy and mommy are all very excited to hold you in our arms. I can’t wait to start our lives with you in it.

I Will Be A Mommy!
Feb 18th, 2012 by niceyfemme

I’ve always wanted to become pregnant and be a mommy. Since I know that I need to do these kinds of things in the perfect time and with the right person, I put a full stop on this dream for years. Fortunately, I reached a point in my life where I am in that place and everything is right for that dream to happen already. I am now married to a wonderful and funny man, and I felt ready for motherhood since last year even before we got married. I am one who do things when it feels right. He asked me to marry him year 2008 but I did not feel like I am ready for marriage then more so having a baby.

After getting married baby is next on our plan but it seemed to be more difficult challenging for me, that’s what my Reproductive Endocrinologist told me. Still it is possible, we just need some help. So I took medications for a year. Wow, it was not easy on me. Those medications made me feel down and low and even caused me to gain a lot of weight. There are times when I was so down I always cried. It was so stressful and the fear of  not knowing if it will ever happen or if it is even possible was just haunting me. Add to that other different stresses life brings and I was a mess on the inside. I was always mad at the smallest things. Thank God I have my family who understands.

Then by December of last year, a really big stress in my life is finally gone. I guess I was stress free that month and happy. I also reached that point when I just prayed to Him leaving everything up to Him since having a baby is beyond my control. I said to my husband, we will do our part then just pray. If it happens then great I’ll be very happy if not then we just have to try again. Trying again is much trickier since distance is going to be a challenge. But I have my faith. Knowing the odds, I didn’t keep my hopes too high.

Then I got the biggest surprise of my life. It was positive! That was after feeling sick and feverish for about a week .I was actually really scared to test because seeing that single line really broke my heart many times before. I really waited for cycle day 35 before I used a home pregnancy kit. I really couldn’t believe my eyes. TWO LINES!!!! I immediately went to Asian Hospital for the first pre-natal check up. Talking about being excited. I was only 4 weeks and 4 days along then.

Still can’t believe I am now pregnant. My husband is happy same with my Mommy and my Dad is so cute and being extra caring with me. Haha he is really excited which is something I somehow knew would happen. Why? He is the one who keeps on asking me when I’ll give him a grandchild. Haha I told him, “Daddy, you know it’s not easy! It’s not like I could just go to the mall and pick the one with the most dots!”

Now I am at 8 weeks and boy it’s not been a walk in the park! I have trouble eating as it makes me feel like vomiting so I can’t eat much but also, I am always hungry! I’ve never felt this hungry before! This kind is different, the type that worries me. The first week I lost 2 lbs now I guess I lost even more. I really lost a lot of weight. I even wake up in the middle of the night because of severe hunger.

I stopped using lotions. I am extra careful now. I want to use comodynes but I guess that will have to wait until after this whole pregnancy.

All of these inconveniences are worth it because after a few months I will have a baby! I so wanted to have a baby that I tried to adopt many times before and even went to an orphanage just to cuddle a baby. Now I will have my own. Thank You Lord. I am so happy.


I don’t like hospitals
Jun 21st, 2010 by niceyfemme

Yes. If I have a choice I wouldn’t set foot in one ever. It scares me.

Went in De La Salle University Medical Center twice within a few days. My Mom was vomiting and nauseous. We decided to go to the hospital already. The doctors said it is Vertigo. A follow up was scheduled today with an E.N.T doctor. She’s better now, just have to continue taking the prescribed meds.

I worry about this kind of things well anything Mommy and Daddy related I’m scared like hell. Now I am really thinking about medical insurance but I don’t know which one is dependable and yet affordable. How hard is it to find an affordable health insurance? Very hard. But it’s better covered right?

This is the reason why I really pray intently to Him to make sure my parents are healthy and safe all the time because they are the most important in my life. I can’t sleep at night before I tell Him what I am thinking. I just realized He really is my best friend. The one who’ll never blame you for anything,  never turn His back on you. He’s just perfect.

Pasalubong (Present)
May 19th, 2010 by niceyfemme


I woke up at 0830H this morning. I usually sleep until 0930H hehe. My Dad kept on calling me. Why? He said he is on his way to the airport for his vacation. He’s got a vacation every few months. How nice again. Then he told me about his flights. Hmmmn if I remember correctly, a few hours flight to Dubai then Daddy will wait there for 17 hours for his connecting flight. He said it’s ok because he will be staying in a hotel for that 17 hours. Hmmmn….. And it’s all in the company, flights and hotel. Again how nice.

I’ll be going home too. In a few days. Nice. We get to see each other. Nice. Then I’d get to cook and bake for him. 🙂

Oh I forgot to ask for a pasalubong, I could have asked for kymaro body shaper hehe. I know there are so many malls in Dubai. But a guy being a guy he doesn’t like shopping. 🙁

When I think about it, I stopped asking him for pasalubong or a present when I reached high school. I just want them to be safe, that’s all I think about when I’m far from them and Mommy please don’t get jealous, I always think of you too. You guys are a  package deal to me.

See you in Manila! 🙂


P.S. This is such a “nice” post! Get it?

Happy Mother’s Day to my First Lady
May 9th, 2010 by niceyfemme

Hhehehe of course, she’s my mother. It sucks that I’m miles and miles away on occasions like this when I want to do something special for her like bake a cake. When I want to hug her tightly. Or just lay in the same bed with her, like when I was young we used to sleep that way.

Mommy and I with my cousins

During the time I was growing up, especially during the puberty stage, we had a lot of arguments, even now as we are two different persons. Sorry for the way I acted before but please know I tried my best to control my surging hormones. I hope you know that I just care for you so much I am willing to argue with you, for the sake of your health (applicable to Daddy too). You always kept your cool with me. Well you are always cool. You let me do things my way even now. I guess you know I can do it. Bilib nga ako sayo eh, you really have faith in me to let me do things my way. I guess you are a way cooler mother than I will ever be. Paranoid kasi ako… And I guess you know that the moment you get mad, I’m scared na heheh… Kasi nga minsan ka lang talaga magalit…

Mommy I want to give you all the bests in the world and I hope you know I’m working on it. Medyo nade-delay lang, hintay hintay lang ng konti…. Basta it will happen….

I love you very much Mommy. I think of you and Daddy ALL THE TIME. You two are the most important persons in my life without a doubt. I can’t imagine not having you in my life.

I am so grateful to God that you are my mother. I am so lucky I am your daughter. I want nobody, nobody but you. Haha. But this is true.

O Mommy let’s not discuss about this post, mahihiya ako sayo hehehe… Basta I mean everything I wrote in here. And kahit na wala itong post na to, basta I love you so soooo much.

Please always take care of yourself and my sister Bambi…. 🙂 🙂 🙂

I will always be here for you. You and me. I love you Mommy. Mwaahhh!

Heartsong – How Did You Know
Oct 10th, 2009 by niceyfemme

Super miss na kita…. ingat ka… love you…..

paki-kanta na lang to for me…

paki-kain na lang din ako hehehhehe

sige kantahan na inggit ako…..

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