I’ve always wanted to become pregnant and be a mommy. Since I know that I need to do these kind of things in the perfect time and with the right person, I put a full stop on this dream for years. Fortunately, I reached a point in my life when I am in that place and everything is right for that dream to happen already. I am now married to a wonderful and funny man, and I felt ready for motherhood since last year even before we got married. I am one who do things when it feels right. He asked me to marry him year 2008 but I did not feel like myself is ready for marriage then more so having a baby.

After getting married baby is next but it seemed to be more difficult for me, that’s what my Reproductive Endocrinologist told me. Still it is possible, we just need some help. So I took medications. Wow, it was not easy on me. Those medications made me feel down and low and even caused me to gain a lot of weight. There are times when I was so down I always cry. It is so stressful and the fear of  not knowing if will ever happen or if it is even possible was just haunting me. Add to that other different stress life brings and I was a mess on the inside. I was always mad at the smallest things. Thank God I have my family who understands.

Then by December of last year, a really big stress in my life is finally gone. I guess I was stress free that month and happy. I also reached that point when I just prayed to Him leaving everything up to Him since having a baby is beyond my control. I said to my husband, we will do our part then just pray. If it happens then great I’ll be very happy if not then try again. Trying again is much trickier since time is not on our side. But I have my faith. Knowing the odds, I didn’t keep my hopes too high.

Then I got the biggest surprise of my life. It was positive! That is after feeling sick and feverish for about a week .I was actually really scared to test because seeing that single line really broke my heart many times. I really waited for day 35 before I used a home pregnancy kit. I really couldn’t believe my eyes. I immediately went to Asian Hospital for the first pre-natal check up. Talking about being excited. I was only 4 weeks 4 days then.

Still can’t believe I am now pregnant. My husband is happy same with Mommy and my Dad is so cute and being extra caring with me. Haha he is really excited which is something I somehow knew would happen. Why? He is the one who keeps on asking me when I’ll give him a grandchild. Haha I told him, “Daddy, you know it’s not easy! It’s not like I could just go to the mall and pick the one with the most dots!”

Now I am at 8 weeks and boy it’s not been a walk in the park! I have trouble eating as it makes me feel like vomiting so I can’t eat much but also, I am always hungry! I’ve never felt this hungry before! This kind is different, the type that makes worries me. The first week I lost 2 lbs now I guess I lost even more. I really lost a lot of weight. I even wake up at the middle of the night because of severe hunger.

I stopped using lotions. I am extra careful now. I want to use comodynes but I guess that will have to wait until after.

All of these inconveniences are worth it because after a few months I will have a baby! I so wanted to have a baby that I tried to adopt many times  before and even went to an orphanage just to cuddle a baby. Now I will have my own. Thank You Lord. I am so happy.

Daddy it’s your special day today. I want to cook something special for you, ipapadala ko na lang dyan through FedEx heheheh…. Please do not forget that I love you very much! You occupy one of the two slots with the highest positions in my heart, meaning you and Mommy are the most important persons in my life.

Remember this song Daddy? Gloria by Laura Branigan.. We used to dance to this song when I was young. I love this song! Kaya kahit bata pa ko nun I already knew how to play the radio cassette? Asan na yung tape na yun? Hmmmn…. I love this song and Air Supply and Sailing by Rod Stewart because of you.

Sana sabay ang bakasyon natin next time so we could bond again. Love you Daddy! Super duper mahal ka namin…. Ingat ka lagi and please have healthy food lagi…. I care so much. Dito lang ako. Kami. ♥♥♥

Nice.

I woke up at 0830H this morning. I usually sleep until 0930H hehe. My Dad kept on calling me. Why? He said he is on his way to the airport for his vacation. He’s got a vacation every few months. How nice again. Then he told me about his flights. Hmmmn if I remember correctly, a few hours flight to Dubai then Daddy will wait there for 17 hours for his connecting flight. He said it’s ok because he will be staying in a hotel for that 17 hours. Hmmmn….. And it’s all in the company, flights and hotel. Again how nice.

I’ll be going home too. In a few days. Nice. We get to see each other. Nice. Then I’d get to cook and bake for him.

Oh I forgot to ask for a pasalubong, I could have asked for kymaro body shaper hehe. I know there are so many malls in Dubai. But a guy being a guy he doesn’t like shopping.

When I think about it, I stopped asking him for pasalubong or a present when I reached high school. I just want them to be safe, that’s all I think about when I’m far from them and Mommy please don’t get jealous, I always think of you too. You guys are a  package deal to me.

See you in Manila!

P.S. This is such a “nice” post! Get it?

When I was young(er), I always dreamt of having my own car. The blame I always point to my Dad (hehehhe) because when I was around nine years old and he would always bring me for a joy ride around town, he promised to teach me how to drive when I’m tall enough to see the road and reach the gas and breaks.

All the years past and this never left my mind… I can not wait to grow taller (and older) so I could drive. I just seemed so fascinating to me. So because of this fascination, I ended up loving those arcade games, those racing ones. I promise I always knew the moment I drive I’ll be good at it.

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with Buknoy! so cute! I still remember some episodes of this show…

Like the one where they kidnap little girls then they’ll show the girls videos that will make them cry, then the tears they will turn into diamonds hahaha!

Other one is when Machine Man cooks kamote or sweet potato using leaves? That stuck to me….

Kabisado ko pa kantahin to hahaha! (I can still sing this song!) With conviction heheheh!

I’m nostalgic right now….

This is one of the favorite shows of myself and my dad and my cousins…

We will watch this for sure every Sunday(?)…..

This is my favorite part of the show…. I love the robot… I prefer this one than the fat one… I remember I was so sad when this robot “died”.

This and other shows like, Machine Man, with Buknoy, Shaider with Annie, Bioman, (I’m a girl but I was torn between Red 1 or Pink 5 hehehe…. I like Red 1 better *wink*)Masked Rider Black and Shaider…. Oh and Takure!

Just listening to these gives me goosebumps and I feel like I’m 7 or 8 years old again….

But I still have no idea about the ending of this and the other shows huhuhuh!

I would appreciate some trivias about them….

I wonder where the guys who uploaded this in the net got these videos????

*MaskMan in diapers*

Kabisado ko pa talaga hahahha!

I hope a local channel will air this again… IBC 13 can too…

THANK YOU SO MUCH!

With the transformation…. My cousins and I used to do that action too hahaha!

Wow I feel like crying huhuhu………

With the Snaku commercial always playing with these shows I remember!

Happy 49th birthday to my daddy! Sorry na po…. I love you very much!!!