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You’re The One by Aj Rafael, JayR, Kris Lawrence
Aug 3rd, 2015 by niceyfemme

Girl I know you need somebody new and
No I’m not just saying that coz I’m feeling you
You deserve the best you do it with finesse
Never leave me unimpressed girl..

So cant we sit and talk and pass some time and then we’ll close our eyes and fall asleep tonight
Coz i just want you close
Girl I need another dose
Got my heart out of my chest girl

Because I know there will be better days ahead
If we just open up and say the words
The words we left unsaid

You’re the one Yes I need someone
to show me how to understand what love’s about
So tell me when can this love begin
I keep it real I really feel that you’re the one

Coz I would give you anything you want
So could you please be careful with my heart
I must confess I ain’t gonna rest
Until you’re by my side girl

Because I know there will be better days ahead
If we just open up and say the words
The words we left unsaid

You’re the one Yes I need someone to show me how to understand what love’s about
So tell me when can this love begin
I keep it real I really feel that you’re the one

You’re the one I want with me sharing all these dreams with me
You’re the one I want with me sharing this reality
To feel you more when we’re together
To hurt you girl you know I never
Believe me when I say
I need you here

I keep it real I really feel that you’re the one.

My Life As A New Mom
Nov 20th, 2012 by niceyfemme

I don’t know where to begin. The moment I gave birth my life has changed forever. This little baby daughter took over control of my life and everyone in my family. She sleeps whenever she wants and we also only get to sleep when she is haha.. So far it has been wonderful anf very challenging to me physically and emotionally. I want to give her the best I can so I decided on breastfeeding years before I got pregnant then breastfeeding kicked my butt I flew to the wall and got knocked out crying.It has been hard and yet I still continue with all these things with a happy heart. Motherhood has been a blessing and a dream come true for me. I always prayed to be a mother and have a baby and He finally answered what my heart desires.I now have a beautiful and somewhat funny daughter who always makes me laugh. She’s the apple of my family’s eyes. Yes we are exhausted but we’re sooo happy!

My Daughter Joleigh
Oct 17th, 2012 by niceyfemme

World, meet my daughter, Joleigh. I am now a certified mother.

My husband with my daughter a few minutes after birth. 🙂 It was an easy delivery I can say. Well easier than I expected because I expected it to be really painful and a difficult process. It was hard and difficult but not the worst ever.

My life is more complete now. I’m just so happy. I’m still adjusting to life being a mother and yes it can get overwhelming at times but I wouldn’t have it any other way.  Thank you my dear Lord for always making my dreams come true. Every thing in my life is because of You. Thank you.

I haven’t met you but I already love you
Jul 25th, 2012 by niceyfemme

Is what I tell the baby inside my tummy. It’s such an overwhelming feeling in many dimensions if that is the word. Every time she moves, it’s like she’s caressing my heart. I feel closer and closer to her. From the moment I learned that I am pregnant I already felt protective over her and even more now.

My favorite past time is watching my tummy move. Haha I can’t describe how she does it. But my tummy starts round in shape then the moment she moves my tummy becomes misshapen… Sometimes it kind of makes me nervous as well. Well this is the first time that something/ someone is moving inside my body and I have no control over her at all. At the same time it is a feeling of relief as her movements assures me that she’s fine and healthy and she’s happy. My OBG said that it’s actually good when she moves a lot it means she’s happy inside my tummy.

Now I’m a week shy of my 8th month and sleeping has become a struggle. I have to pee way too many times at night. Plus her movements wake me up as well. It’s like she’s massaging my insides haha. I love you baby… We can’t wait to meet you. Your papa, mama, daddy and mommy are all very excited to hold you in our arms. I can’t wait to start our lives with you in it.

Roses Are Sweet
Feb 27th, 2012 by niceyfemme

Ok late post coming right now. By the way I’m so glad that I can blog now as I feel quite alright as I type and I hope this continues to go on oh please!

So yeah, my husband gave me roses again. Not on Valentine’s Day but on our nth monthsary. Haha we are corny like that, we have monthsaries. There is some story behind this roses though. This is a big deal for me. Why? This is only the second time he have gave me flowers as he is not the type who does so, he’s more into feeding me haha. So the first time was on our 1st monthsary, almost 6 years ago, then now. I truly appreciated this, I even read the internet to know how to make the life of these roses last. It’s the thought really. And I was totally caught by surprise.

Awww! I love you baby… But what I appreciate more is the time we spend together laughing and being crazy like kids. The tickling and wrestling like Hitman I truly cherish. The mornings before you have to leave for work so you’d wake me up by kissing me lots on the cheek and hug me like there’s no tomorrow. I truly hope we stay this way until we’re old and gray. If you want to buy gold jewelry for me I’m open to that too haha! No really, I am contented just having you. How blessed am I. 🙂

I Will Be A Mommy!
Feb 18th, 2012 by niceyfemme

I’ve always wanted to become pregnant and be a mommy. Since I know that I need to do these kinds of things in the perfect time and with the right person, I put a full stop on this dream for years. Fortunately, I reached a point in my life where I am in that place and everything is right for that dream to happen already. I am now married to a wonderful and funny man, and I felt ready for motherhood since last year even before we got married. I am one who do things when it feels right. He asked me to marry him year 2008 but I did not feel like I am ready for marriage then more so having a baby.

After getting married baby is next on our plan but it seemed to be more difficult challenging for me, that’s what my Reproductive Endocrinologist told me. Still it is possible, we just need some help. So I took medications for a year. Wow, it was not easy on me. Those medications made me feel down and low and even caused me to gain a lot of weight. There are times when I was so down I always cried. It was so stressful and the fear of  not knowing if it will ever happen or if it is even possible was just haunting me. Add to that other different stresses life brings and I was a mess on the inside. I was always mad at the smallest things. Thank God I have my family who understands.

Then by December of last year, a really big stress in my life is finally gone. I guess I was stress free that month and happy. I also reached that point when I just prayed to Him leaving everything up to Him since having a baby is beyond my control. I said to my husband, we will do our part then just pray. If it happens then great I’ll be very happy if not then we just have to try again. Trying again is much trickier since distance is going to be a challenge. But I have my faith. Knowing the odds, I didn’t keep my hopes too high.

Then I got the biggest surprise of my life. It was positive! That was after feeling sick and feverish for about a week .I was actually really scared to test because seeing that single line really broke my heart many times before. I really waited for cycle day 35 before I used a home pregnancy kit. I really couldn’t believe my eyes. TWO LINES!!!! I immediately went to Asian Hospital for the first pre-natal check up. Talking about being excited. I was only 4 weeks and 4 days along then.

Still can’t believe I am now pregnant. My husband is happy same with my Mommy and my Dad is so cute and being extra caring with me. Haha he is really excited which is something I somehow knew would happen. Why? He is the one who keeps on asking me when I’ll give him a grandchild. Haha I told him, “Daddy, you know it’s not easy! It’s not like I could just go to the mall and pick the one with the most dots!”

Now I am at 8 weeks and boy it’s not been a walk in the park! I have trouble eating as it makes me feel like vomiting so I can’t eat much but also, I am always hungry! I’ve never felt this hungry before! This kind is different, the type that worries me. The first week I lost 2 lbs now I guess I lost even more. I really lost a lot of weight. I even wake up in the middle of the night because of severe hunger.

I stopped using lotions. I am extra careful now. I want to use comodynes but I guess that will have to wait until after this whole pregnancy.

All of these inconveniences are worth it because after a few months I will have a baby! I so wanted to have a baby that I tried to adopt many times before and even went to an orphanage just to cuddle a baby. Now I will have my own. Thank You Lord. I am so happy.

 

So busy!
Nov 25th, 2011 by niceyfemme

Wow I’ve been very busy these past weeks! From house thingies to government related things. I have also been calling companies asking for quotations and I got curious if they can give me an rv insurance quote. Having an rv is my of my dreams so doing so (asking for a price quotation) doesn’t hurt.

I’ve been really awful with my blog obligations. I am sorry, my bitter shweet corner. Once I have more time in my hands, I promise to update you, slowly but surely. If I have to make photos only entries then that will work. Text stories to follow. 🙂

Rice
Jan 17th, 2011 by niceyfemme

I totally miss you.

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Quarter life crisis
Oct 14th, 2010 by niceyfemme

I didn’t know there’s such a thing until I felt like I’m going through it myself. I am in a confused state, I don’t know what to do. Should I go for what could make me happy in the long run or just do what I should do now and continue being miserable doing it?

Right now, I’m still figuring out if I should go back to school to finally change careers or just work in my field now. Something I wish I had is talent in internet related things like say creating something like Facebook that could make me multi-billionaire like Mark Zuckerberg, unfortunately I don’t have it. I so want to have  technology jobs that could make me earn well. But since I cannot use what I don’t have then I should improve my talents now which are food related.

What to do? Really?

Glimpse of what could happen
Sep 22nd, 2010 by niceyfemme

Of what could possibly happen in the future. I have to admit I’m still not comfortable enough to discuss matters about settling down but I am in my mid-twenties already when the idea should be coming in mind a little more often than before. At least I should be able to entertain it.

For someone who never want to be in an unwanted situation, this is a great practice. Other people’s kid, and not ours. After a few hours or after a whole day (the most) we could RETURN the kid to his real parent and our responsibility ends there. If it’s the real thing, then the responsibility never stops. Once a parent, FOREVER a parent. Right Mommy and Daddy? Love you both!

P.S. I’m not in the picture because I first need to reach for the best diet pills. I look like I just gave birth! Bummer. And starting today, I’m not eating rice as counter measure haha.

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