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Lindsay Lohan: Such a waste of talent

niceyfemme — Tue, 16 Apr 2013 06:17:21 +0000

Photo: guardian.co.uk

During the late 90′s I remember watching an American movie which my young self really liked, it’s Parent Trap starring the then young Lindsay Lohan. I remember thinking this girl will be one day a big star. Why? Because she’s pretty and charming and I really thought she could act. Then fast forward to a few years before today and she started a downward spiral. I can’t believe what’s happening with her! Someone please help her! She needs to be enrolled in the best drug rehab there is. I still want to see her get her act together.

As for myself, I’m drowning in the happy bliss of motherhood. I love my life and I hope Lindsay find herself loving her life more and not waste it anymore.

When will I be able to go back to blogging?

niceyfemme — Tue, 12 Mar 2013 12:01:34 +0000

So sad to say that I can’t say when. My baby has taken over my life and of all my time I barely have time to take a bath and even eat in silence! But I’m happy as hell! She has grown to be an even more beautiful, charming and really smart little girl who never fails to give Mama her sweetest smile when she wakes up in the morning. That makes everything worth it.

It doesn’t help my blogging life that I have a slow computer. It makes doing a post even longer. Grrr!

5 Months of my Joleigh

niceyfemme — Sat, 02 Mar 2013 08:29:51 +0000

It feels like only yesterday that I was about to give birth and now she’s this amazing and beautiful little lady baby! I’m so happy and sleep deprived haha but I wouldn’t have this any other way.

Time flies so fast I can’t believe it. I wouldn’t be surprised if tomorrow she’ll ask me for a personalized frisbee haha. Man I love my life.

No Time for Cooking

niceyfemme — Fri, 28 Dec 2012 03:07:55 +0000

It’s the holidays and there’s a need for a lot of cooking for a lot of eating we have to do but I can’t cook anymore! I have a gorgeous baby to care for who doesn’t like to sleep without me beside her. Actually I was able to cook a few dishes for my husband’s birthday but it’s so hard since I can’t concentrate as I always think of Baby J, if she’s crying or not. I always have to go back and forth to care for her.

Now I must find myself a lot of money as I want to hire a baby nurse who will wear baby phat scrubs (so cute!) to help me give the best care to my baby J. Also I need a long uninterrupted night sleep please!

Motherhood has taken over my life

niceyfemme — Fri, 14 Dec 2012 13:09:05 +0000

And I love that fact.

No it hasn’t been a walk in the park, in fact it’s really hard and painful (labor, delivery and breastfeeding) but I haven’t laughed and smiled as much as I do now. All because of my precious baby. My gosh I love her! Sleeplessness is hard I can’t feel my head anymore but just one sweet smile from her and I’m floating in heaven! A much better high than macanudo cigars can give you haha!

I’m so proud of you anak!

I need a new camera!

niceyfemme — Fri, 14 Dec 2012 10:26:20 +0000

For years I had a reliable canon camera. I had a camera but nothing important I need to take pictures at. Then I gave birth. Finally I have a daughter with whom I’d use that said camera for lots of photos and videos. I remember even making a mental note that I’d take her picture every single day of her life. Then the day after I gave birth I dropped it that broke it. Now I only have my celfone camera to use. Better than nothing I guess.

I can’t decide which rand I want this time. Canon or Olympus. I’m intrigued with the EP Pen 3. Or I want the canon camera I can use underwater. Hmmmn. But honestly money is an issue. Nice cameras aren’t cheap. I guess I have to buy from a wholesale printer place that sells cameras at a wholesale price too even if you buy only one.

Time is flying by way too fast and my daughter is not so tiny anymore. I need to document her every move. I want her to look at her pictures and videos when she’s grown. That would be one of the best gifts I can give her.

Named After Jordan Taylor Hanson

niceyfemme — Wed, 21 Nov 2012 09:15:10 +0000

Yeah I gave my baby daughter Taylor Hanson’s first name Jordan. Why? Because I believe that Taylor’s a really gifted musician, a music genius actually and I want my daughter to get that from him. He’s the one person who influenced me to appreciate music of all kinds by listening to their music. He and his brothers can make rotten leaves sound like fibracell reeds of the best quality!

It just sucks that most people here in the Philippines are not aware that Jordan is a unisex name and many girls/ladies have Jordan as their name. And by the way, no one can question me why I gave my daughter a guy’s name grrrrr if that’s what you believe it’s alright just keep it to yourself and don’t bother me with your nonsense and ignorance.

My Life As A New Mom

niceyfemme — Tue, 20 Nov 2012 08:14:33 +0000

I don’t know where to begin. The moment I gave birth my life has changed forever. This little baby daughter took over control of my life and everyone in my family. She sleeps whenever she wants and we also only get to sleep when she is haha.. So far it has been wonderful anf very challenging to me physically and emotionally. I want to give her the best I can so I decided on breastfeeding years before I got pregnant then breastfeeding kicked my butt I flew to the wall and got knocked out crying.It has been hard and yet I still continue with all these things with a happy heart. Motherhood has been a blessing and a dream come true for me. I always prayed to be a mother and have a baby and He finally answered what my heart desires.I now have a beautiful and somewhat funny daughter who always makes me laugh. She’s the apple of my family’s eyes. Yes we are exhausted but we’re sooo happy!

My Daughter Joleigh

niceyfemme — Wed, 17 Oct 2012 08:20:49 +0000

World, meet my daughter, Joleigh. I am now a certified mother.

My husband with my daughter a few minutes after birth. It was an easy delivery I can say. Well easier than I expected because I expected it to be really painful and a difficult process. It was hard and difficult but not the worst ever.

My life is more complete now. I’m just so happy. I’m still adjusting to life being a mother and yes it can get overwhelming at times but I wouldn’t have it any other way. Thank you my dear Lord for always making my dreams come true. Every thing in my life is because of You. Thank you.

My baby’s coming out VERY soon

niceyfemme — Fri, 21 Sep 2012 14:11:12 +0000

My I can’t wait. I have been dreaming about having a baby the last fifteen years and it’s finally coming true anytime now.It is overwhelming me to be honest specially since I thought it isn’t even possible for me as I have PCOS. Now I am just waiting for labor to begin. I can’t say I am excited for the labor itself since everybody knows it’s going to be painful but I am excited to the fact that I will soon going to meet and hold my baby in my arms. Just thinking about it makes me cry.

Now I can’t say that I am scared or not scared of labor. I guess my attitude about it is that I have no choice but to go through it anyway so why fret over it? And I have already discussed the use of epidural with my OB and we agreed that by 3-4 cms and when I’m already in active labor then they will allow me to have the epidural. I am just concerned about the pain leading to that 3-4 cms. I might need a dragonfly round silk zafu to use as I meditate through pain. Of course I am going to need all the help I could get since my pain threshold is at ZERO. And did I already mentioned here that I’m not fond of needles as well? This is how much I want to have a baby that I would go through something as scary as this to have one.

Can’t wait to meet you little Joleighta! ♥♥♥