From now on will be based on how you treat me. I’ll give back whatever you throw my way. I’ve been hurt by people many times and it sucks and I’m tired of it. Even some family members (not immediate) have showed me their true colors! Everything is just about money. They made me feel ever since that if you have more money then the more I’d love you. Now since my family and I are not rich, I could only give time and effort and guess what? I have been given some cold shoulders because they prefer cold cash.

I’ve always known that I need to show people close to my heart how much I love them while they’re still here, while they still can feel it and not when they’re gone. So So I’ve been burnt before but I try to shrug it off and put it at the back of my mind and to still just show kindness and love. But if you can’t even make the smallest effort to show me you care and then you expect me to give all the effort to you (and money as well) then to hell with you! I am sick and tired of all your attitude towards me and my family! When one of the dearest in my life went through a really hard time, where were you people? Nowhere to be found that’s where because we have no money to hand over then! Now that everything’s fine, you all flock to where ‘honey’ is. You only see us like we are a gold bullion of gigantic size. I am having none of it from now on.

Now don’t expect to see me anymore because I am not making any effort for you people from now on. I am not as martyr as my parents. Getting hurt is what I get from showing you all all my love? And unfortunately, I know that I’ll never be good enough for you unless I win millions of cash. I truly hope my dream last night could come true. Maybe then you’ll truly love me.