Because I get weak.

Ok, first thing, I am weird, really weird when I think about it. Why did I say so? Because I have these unusual reactions that’s directly contradicting normal person’s reaction. Didn’t get me? Here’s an example.

Say when somebody is provoking me into a conversation and I’m REALLY annoyed or mad already to the point that I want to explode, here is what I’ll do; I’LL SMILE. Like when I was so pissed at Kingkong (and he is the most annoying person[?] I have ever met in my life) I can’t help but just simply smile.

Whenever I enter a room full of people, in reality I’m shy, but I tend to look snubbish.

Yeah so when Bee tickles me (which he always does to pacify me) people’s normal reaction is to laugh and feel energized but me? I feel like my body’s energy level is dropping. Say before someone tickle me, I’m at 100%. First tickle, less 10%. Then longer tickling equals less 20%. I GET SO WEAK! Is it even normal? Sometimes I end up so weak I can’t even move anymore. Also, tickling hurts my muscles. Do you guys feel this way too?

That’s an inside information one needs to know to get me to surrender. Hehehehe… I mean this bit of information only a few people know, like my Mom and Bee and even J. I’m a pretty strong person and it’s not easy to make me raise a white flag but then when Bee use this info on me and tickle then I’m down. White flag.